It's been a while, but that is what comes of not dwelling on things, as so many kind hearted people have suggested. Gone is the foul powder, replaced by tablets instead and some weird stuff called Stabillium which is a kind of non addictive, non sedative, calming potion made from deep sea fish entrails - no honestly, I know it sounds like something from Hamlet but darn it, it seems to work. Actually do genuinely feel a bit better, despite having to halt taking everything last week when I had stomach pain so bad my GP thought I had gall-stones. An ultrasound showed I don't, but it was a rough week as everything I ate caused me pain. Chalk that down as mystery virus as I am still none the wiser. A moment passed where I was wishing for a better reason for an ultrasound but I was so relieved not to have gall-stones I barely flickered.
Generally I am ok, less miserable on the whole. Still surrounded by pregnancy, still wondering why folks just don't get it. I know I can have IUI once I have had laparoscopy to check for endometriosis, I'm going to give it some time before I go there, so I just need my sex life back and I can ignore all this for a while. Might be a week or so before I am back as I am off to see the new twins my sister in law delivered a few weeks ago, bear with me, no news means I probably feel ok!